As far as my situation is concerned, it’s actually getting academically better.
current news about XayKogeki.
1) I am now starting another term in college (Different from University). I actually love my current subjects which are as follows:
a) Business Statistics
b) Introduction to Management
c) Software Technology 1
d) Database Design
With this, I can now officially say I am closer to my dream of becoming a game developer. I am now being equipped with the necessary skills to be one. JAVA is probably one of the things, and when I get to university, I will go to C++, which is the main thing in developing. Well, I will still apply for PR here, so I might take 3D graphics or something related to video game developing. Regarding work load, I will be heavily loaded, but still have time to play.
2) AFAIK, I actually only discovered my recent problem, I am a paranoid person(personality disorder). I don’t have medical certificate to prove I am one, but this is based on reading the descriptions, and is happening to me in the long run.
3) The girl I like really hurt me. She’s not saying anything, but as stated above, I am a paranoid person. She really doesn’t know how much I really love her, and how much I really care about her. I know it’s hard having her 22 years old, and I am 18, but I really do love her. She’s not pretty, but I can sense something different. Well, I made a deal with God and my other self that in Yahoo Messenger, MSN or any possible communication, I am only asking one thing, that she will ask “How was your day?”. That’s all I am asking. if not, then for now, I am currently disregarding any feelings I have.
BTW, what irony. While going to the next class today, after accompanying my friend for lunch, he stopped at the table of his friend. There is this girl, who is cute, but probably already in a relationship. She knows I do magic lol. so anyway, After a few minutes, she just asked me, “How’s your life?”. I was like, “Fun, ______” forgot what I said.
but reflecting to that, I told myself, “wasn’t that suppose to be someone’s line?”.
that got me thinking.
4) I am now currently practicing to be a card sharp. I have 8 videos by known card-sharp Jason England. (see opening credits of movie “Shade”) I can now do 1 -2 false shuffles, and dealings from bottom and strike second, and the one-hand turnover swift also known as the macmillan switch.
5) BTW, for people watching my posts on “Dota Hero Items ___”, I will posting some more, as I played DotA in Australian Room in Garena from some time now (Version 6.63b). I will also be playing Diablo 2 on Battle.net, I just don’t know when. Oh well.
6) Regarding piano, I am done on my 1/5 pages for moonlight sonata 1st phase. It’s beginning to be slower due to the fact that I am practicing another song, Butterfly lovers, a chinese song introduced to me by the girl I like (see story above).
This is the current situation of Xaykogeki. Stay tune for more updates.
