Confused Life 2

What am I up to now?
For those who are updated with my life, which I only know that God is watching my life and no one else, I pretty much changed a lot since my last post on “confused life” 

Still on street magic, too bad I spent around P2200 for a speeder, around P1720 for two sunset trajectory and P450 for strings. FYI, these are yoyos

Only a few more days, we are graduating from high school, and my mom is getting stressed about my college applications for Australia, which I am not doing.

I am turning 18 this coming Sunday, March 1. cool, I am getting old.

Religious life? Yeah, still confused….. I only blame myself…

In school? heavily depressed….I got wrong in two quizzes which has give away items…

Problematic

Right now, I am really in a bad mood. Why? Because I can’t find something good to do. I know that’s a lame excuse but seriously, I don’t have anything. Everyone wants something they are good or something they excel in their own fields. For some reason, I just don’t like somebody better than me in my field or something that hinders me to fully use my potential lol. I have tried every possible hobby, thing, something and that and this to do but in the end, I just throw all the things away.

Where am I getting into?